Sunday, November 12, 2006

泪儡

无止境的伤害
选择性的记忆
扯线玩具
被操控着情绪
扬起片刻的笑脸
被风吹过
却看见了心碎
你的傀儡
埋藏在黑暗中
沉默的背对
流泪后再流泪
麻醉后再麻醉
淡了 没了 也累了

Thursday, October 26, 2006

What the Hong Leong Bank~

Today, change a new working environment. At 8:30am, I already reached KLCC. We are suppose to meet up at 8:45am but I reached earlier just to avoid others to wait for me. At 8:45am, two of the working partner reached but we need for another two person which are Jo's friends. But do you know what? We waited till 9:15am still cannot get to see them. Actually we need to start to work on 9am, unfortunately, they have not arrive yet. We went into the Hong Leong Bank Building without waiting for them anymore. They reached there after 15minutes. They are so 'professional'.

We started to type a new set of data which is differ from the data we did previous days. The data is so complicated and quite hard to type. Maybe I am still not familiar with this new data entry format. After learning the new way, we started our typing job. Until 1pm, we went for lunch. After lunch, another group of friends who took examination in the morning reached. Then we continue our job, the data were so long and hard to type. But what to do? Need money must earn it ourselves. What make me mad is we suppose to leave at 6pm but they delayed the time we finish working till 7pm without any ot payment. DAMN! I'm sure other of us also feel mad about it. Just hope that the next two days will not call us to work ot job anymore. If need us to stay overtime, please inform us earlier and make sure they pay us ot payment. Am I right?!

Actually this blog is typed by my sister and I just read out what I want to say. Can you imagine how tired am I? Need rest now..fight for tomorrow! Sue Shen, remember tomorrow 8am in LRT station ya!

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Welcome To Blogging World~~~

Is 1am now and I still haven't sleep. Tomorrow need to wake at 6 something. How I can wake! Want to format my pc now but if I format now, sure I will end up sleep at 2something. I think that time tomorrow will have a panda appear in KLCC.

Actually is sleepy now but I just want to finish blogging, maybe I get blog-addict already. Today the last day working in the Wisma Prima, the scary building. It was quite relax and nice job, today after lunch time no need to do work already but still get the same payment. Haha... Just like sitting there already can get money, where to find~ Haha...

Just get a message in friendster which is from a person who long time I did not contact. Just reply the message and greet. Haha... Besides that, welcome Jest to join blogger! Haha... Wish to see more post from you! Update it often wo. And something to ask, why familar with the rose part that I post??? Haha... I should stop here. If not no need to wake tomorrow~~ :o yawn~

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

BORED!!!

Yesterday night my friend and me went KLCC to figure out the road to the next destination which I need to work on Thursday. We round and round a few time near by the beach club and thai club but still cannot got it. I think I just need to try my luck on Thursday. HONG LEONG BANK WHERE ARE YOU!!!!

Today we already finish key in the data earlier, so since 3pm we already stop work and chit chat in the office. So good, just sit there relax and wait until 4pm. Really an easy job! Just wish that the job in Hong Leong Bank this Thursday will be as easy as this, so I would not be so tired... Haha... Actually should be more easy because the payment is lower than the place I work now.

Today is a bored day. Finish work I just hide in my room and doing nothing. (Really doing nothing! Can you imaging what kind of life is it.) Suddenly worry about my exam result. Hopefully it will pass, so worry. (The best is to get A but just if when I get full marks for final exam) God bless me~

Sunday, October 22, 2006

22/10/06

Just came back from my friend birthday, is nice that get to see a lot of secondary school mates gather together. Try to imaging everyone in uniform and then take a look with their face right now, is really a huge difference. Really miss those time in secondary school! Too bad, my entire life would not have the chance to experience it again.

Yesterday I already start my part time job. The job is a data entry work and it was so easy. I improve my data entry speed, there is a big improvement behind yesterday and today. All the work I do yesterday I can complete it in 3hours today. Haha... So proud! Just something I dislike this job, which is the building I working now. There is damn scary. You really cannot imaging how scary it is. Just hope that I can finish the job as soon as possible and leave this building. Haha... Actually this job was a good job which can earn money and easy if the building is nicer.

Friday, October 20, 2006

Tomorrow work~

Today do not have mood to type a blog, maybe I’m too tired already, since morning I already go out sing k. Sing until evening then need to rush to teach wushu. Luckily today my students were quite operate but the class really make me sweat a lot. Never mind, is worst for it because they behave well. After teaching wushu then I go to yam cha with my friends, until now only reach home. Tomorrow going to do a part time job, introduce by mun yee, so tomorrow I need to show the way to the working area to Woody, he still do not know how to go there. Just hope that the job is not that bored, if not is hard to do until next Saturday. Haiy, I want money, so no choice. Luckily got friend accompany… Not bad not bad~~

Thursday, October 19, 2006

道道尽是仁,
有如父母恩,
为人提明灯,
照耀未来门。

Goodbye...take care!

YEAH!!! Final is over!!! Although I feel that I’m not perform well in the exam but I do not care about it anymore. It’s over!!! When I went in to school of social science, Dr Tee saw me and asked: “Feel freedom right?” Yeah! That is what I feel on the moment. Sadly, this reminds me that Dr Tee and Miss Chua going to leave our college soon. Suddenly I feel that I so miss the PRM 1 class. Although it is quite rush and stressful, I just wish that I can experience it again just to see both of the lecturer teaching in front of the class.

I walked to Miss Chua seat with Sook Yee and have a conversation with her. She told us to keep in touch through email and she called me to take her email address from Sook Yee. Naughty me purposely told Miss Chua to give me her email address by herself by telling her that like that is more sincere. Haha… She took out a paper and writes her email address for me. After chatting with Miss Chua, Mr James was nagging us to go for Mid Valley because Shin, Leona and others are waiting for us already. Before leaving the office, I saw Dr Tee again. “Goodbye… takes care!” This is what he said. He seems to stop a while after he say goodbye and continue by take care. Although it just a simple word but do not know why, I feel so sad just because of it. Maybe I am too sentimental.

After leaving the office, we heading to Mid Valley to have our dinner, so we meet up in the restaurant, Annalakshmi. I think most of the people not familiar with this restaurant, let me briefly describe about it. This is a restaurant that serves Southern Indian vegetarian food and you can pay how much that you think you want to pay. It just like normal buffet, eat as much as you can. The payment that you pay for the food is all for charity. Right! The main purpose for this restaurant is for charity, so those people who want to participant in helping those people who need help you can eat here. Now is time to taste the foods. I take difference kind of food and taste out whether is nice or not. After I eat, I conclude that the taste is very unique and is hard for us to get food like this in other places. Some of the food taste nice but some of it taste funny. Nevermind, we have a DBKL(Mr James) here to handle those funny taste food. However, I need to recommend that the curry here is very delicious. Shin and me keep on taking the curry and drink non-stop. This is enough to show that the curry is so nice. After eating, all of us chatting around the table and we keep on talking all kind of funny things and make joke with Mr James.

After eating, we shopping around to get present to Dr Tee and Miss Chua. Just as a farewell present. After 1 hour plus, we get a small key chain for Miss Chua and a teddy bear for Dr Tee. Although those are not something expensive, but we hope they can get to feel our sincere heart. Is 10pm and Metrojaya is closed, we have to leave and Mr James started to yawn. (His sleeping time is 10.30pm…Haha.. :p) When on the way back to car park, Mr James and me discover something funny and we keep on laughing until we reach the car park. Tonight is really an enjoyable night. Get to feel a peaceful smell in the air. Maybe too many emotions come in one time and delusion happen. Haha… but I just feel peaceful.

Suddenly thought of someone who have not settle all the complicated stuff, so I just make a call to ask whether everything settle or not. Luckily everything is settling already.
“ p/s: remember to notice the blog that I post, which is the title of “lu”(road), just hope that every time when face difficulties can try to consider other beautiful things, actually everything is not that worst.”

Conclusion: Today is a multi-emotional day

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Superman

Is 4am now and I just stop doing my revision for Thursday exam. Actually I wasting a lot of time just now and do not really concentrate on doing revision. Maybe I'm just withdrawal the problem by doing other things like laying on the bed, watch TV and also blogging too. Haha... Maybe now also consider one of the withdrawal method I'm use. Just craving for the exam to over and hope that tomorrow I will have the mood to study. Just now what I revise is not in my mind now.
Haiy...I'm in trouble...Luckily I use to be last minute superman, just hope this last minute superman can handle all the chapter by tomorrow. The thing that is not that worst is today class got do a small revision and spot questions that are possible come out in the exam with my classmate, Just hope that it will help me to score in the exam. ARGH! Just remember that I have not fill in the peer evaluation form and literature review for PRM1! Oh no... Tomorrow I will try to complete them as soon as possible. So many things to do, Don't know can handle or not.
Nevermind! 'Superman', you can do it! +oil!!!

当人被压力压得透不过来时, 发现世界不再美丽,好看
每个人因为生活而烦恼,伤心,哭泣,忧郁,绝望,甚至崩溃...
只因为他们都忘了停下急促的脚步,用最简单的方式,
看这个世界...

Monday, October 16, 2006

Moody and Exhausted

Another exhausted day again, the whole morning was worrying about the PRM class presentation and i juz took 2 breads as my brunch. Those people who familar with me surely they will ask that really enough for me. My answer is cannot but no choice, I do not have enough time to eat. 1pm and the class begin, we are the second group to present. At last, our group finish our presentation but I did not feel release after it. Maybe the final exam is on this thursday and I have not prepare anything yet. Really feel moody because of it.

After the human sexuality class, me and my friend went to the office with our lecturer, Mr James and complain about the COOP problem. We met Miss Chua in the office and she is so willing to help out my friends to get a job for COOP. She keep on contact his friend and former company she work in and ask for job for my friend. Such a nice lecturer but too bad she will leave our college after this semester.

Is 6.30 and I leave college with sook yee and chat for a while at the roadsides, we both were complaining about the problem we concern lately. Haha... After complained, I went back to home. When I reach home, I went in front of the pc start blogging and eating some snack. Met sue shen in MSN and chat with her too. Luckily there someone to talk with. Haha.. my twins sister~

Sunday, October 15, 2006

红玫瑰

爱情和玫瑰一样,每个人都陶醉在它美丽的一面,
当被割伤的时候,才发现茎刺的存在
它其实是很痛的…

一个人意味着孤单
已不要再想 消失的画面
在拼命等待的蝴蝶
用生命换你 在雨中不见

暖暖的光要熄灭
来不及发现
牵着我的指尖
眼眶忍住泪水

我不要再想 过往的画面
我需要坚强 已不可以再醉
我学着不想 那一切的美
完美的世界 是属于谁

红玫瑰浪漫的涵义
已让人遗忘 茎刺的存在
心伤已慢慢好起来
能继续呼吸 裂痕还是在

勉强牵动了嘴角
不完美的笑
你熟悉的味道
已消失在街角

我不能不想 对你的想念
想好好隐藏 心里却浮现你的脸
是你的微笑 沉默的背对

换来的平静 不是平静

我不能不想 在这个雨夜
泪流出眼角 终于瞬间破碎
真情的代价 换来是疲惫

再也不去想 你属于谁


Coconut~

Yesterday night sleep at 6am and wake at 11am, only 5 hours of recharge time and I need to the limited energy support my body to teach wushu from 1pm to 7pm. Damn~ It is really tired! Although yesterday I said that I want to bring the textbook to the wushu gym but in the end I din't.

In the morning, Mom din't cook and I have to buy something from the coffee shop and eat in the wushu gym. After eating, the wushu lesson was begin. The first class was nice and the class was ended as usual with my teaching partner, Chee Mun. We chat about the wushu stuff, this is the topic we used to chat and it was really interesting. Too bad the break time is too short, we just chat for a while and the second class need to start.

In the second class, my students bring the Jay Chow new album and want to open during the class. At first I allowed them to open it but one of the student does not show respect to me, so I refuse to open the song anymore. During the time for their physical trainning, I give time limit and the number of the laps to the students according to their age and their physical body. One of the elder students (form 3 or 4 I think) in the class refuse to do it and he say I arrange it unfairly. I be patience to him and told him that he is older, so he have better stamina and he should do more laps compare with the students who is only primary school and even kindagarden. He still do not want to do it and he really make me mad. I give up to call him do it and just leave him doing nothing in the corner. Besides him, other students was behavior well. They listen to what me and Chee Mun say and make our job easier.

After the physical trainning part over, I think the student that do not want to do the physical trainning started to feel guity. He try and talk with me and I ask him to continue the lesson. Well, he did continue the lesson but he still cannot change his that kind of show off behavior. Keep think that he is terror but in fact he cannot even play well than his younger brother. Just hope that he can change this actitude. I not to complain his personality, it just for his own good. The class was ended in 4.30pm and I need go to Kinrara to teach another class. In this moment, I feel so envy because Chee Mun finish teaching and he can go back home but I still need to teach another class. Anyway, just to cheer myself up, I tell myself that when i reach Kinrara, I will go to buy the coconut water from the Malay stall at the roadside. That area used to have many Malay stall during puasa.

I rush back to Kinrara but on the way I driving, guess what??? RAINING!!!!!! I cannot get to buy the coconut water anymore. I with a disappointed emotion and walk up to the wushu gym and met Kien Woon, another partner that teach together with me during the last class. I go and eat with him in the mamak stall behind the wushu gym. Haha, suddenly our master(Sifu) is also came to the mamak and eat, he treat us eat and hurray!! I can save money!! So bad... Hahaha... Anyway, my Sifu are very good, he always treat us eat wherever he saw us and when we be with him.

After eating, continue with the third class. Need to teach a few of weapon included stick, boardsword and sword here. Damn... feel like so long did not touch the sword but luckily i be able to recall how was it and teach it to my student. Other weapons I still familiar because I still got train recently. In this class, I move a lot and do a lot of movement. This is the moment that I spend the most energy.

Finally, 7pm and the last class ended! On the way i drive back, I pass by the place that I mention just now, the roadside Malay stall. I stop and went down to find whether the coconut water stall still there or not and i met my students there. I asked them whether they know where is the coconut stall and they bring me to the corner of the road. YES!!!! The coconut water stall still there!!! I was so lucky because there is only leave 1 pack of coconut water and 1 pack of sweet cane water. I bought them all and I give 1 pack to Kien Woon. The coconut water I bring back and share with my parents and silbings. Can you believe that 1 pack of the coconut water can devide to 6cups? It is only RM3 per pack!!! So worth to drink it... Yummy... Coconut... Yummy!!!

p/s: Need to continues my preparation for tomorrow presentation. Gambateh!!!

Saturday, October 14, 2006

时空逆转,回到过去?


这个世界难道有不同空间的存在?人的脑袋难道可以足够的让时空逆转?如果可以,你想不想回到过去?改变过去?那人与人会不会一个过去的改变而失去了碰面的机会?我不知道,也不会知道...

My First Blog

Don't know why suddenly have a feeling to type out a blog. Was chatting with my friend, Dang Dang in MSN and she told me that she is blogging at the moment she chat with me too. So maybe I think this is a place that I can express my feelings and emotions.

Today wake up at 2.30pm, no wushu for today. I just have a feeling in my mind, lazy... Final exam and presentation coming soon and this feeling suddenly appear...what the~~After i took my brunch(breakfast+lunch) and I really have the thought that want to study. Too bad... the lazy thought still there. I don't know how I spend the afternoon and it come to evening.

After that, I started do some work because I know if I do not do it, for sure I cannot complete and pass them up on time. Until the night, i played mahjong with my sibling and later on continue played with my friends, kien woon and moon foon. After playing, we go to yam cha and moon foon was tired, so kien woon need to fetch him back early.

Finally we send moon foon back and kien woon suddenly ask me, "Now go where? I do not have the feel to go back home that early.". Haha... that is my thought too! So we go to yam cha at nathan corner. We met our secondary schoolmate and we have a long chat there. It was really funny and full of laughter. After they leave, me and kien woon continue our conversation. Don't know how, we suddenly talk about something horror. It was a really nice conversation, although it is horror but at last we make it as a joke and we ended it with a silly horror conversation. Haha...

When i reached home, I log in to MSN and some of my friend came and chat with me. When i open the MSN list, I saw Dang Dang! I go and chat with her just because I don't want she call me awayer. Haha... Just because of it, It make me have a thought to start a blog already. Haiy... In my mind, there is something that i still concern, which are my presentation and final exam. Have not study at all!!! Tomorrow need to bring my book to the wushu gym and do revision during break time. Hope I can master the whole book before final exam and prepare well for my presentation. I think I going to stop here. Hopefully I can continue blog here.

p/s: Is time for me to inform Dang that I already finish blogging! Haha!!!