蔡健雅 - 抛物线

蔡健雅 - 抛物线

我确实说 我这样说 我不在乎结果
我对你说 我有把握 成功例子好多
人们虚假又造作 总爱得不温不火
我们用真心就不会有差错
我没想过我会难过 你竟然离开我

爱沿着抛物线 离幸福 总降落得差一点
流着血心跳却不曾被心痛削减 真真切切
青春的抛物线 把未来始于相遇的地点
至高后才了解 世上月圆月缺只是错觉
只是错觉

我好想说 我只想说 我不要这后果
可是你说 相对来说 走开是种解脱
当初亲密的动作 变成当下的闪躲
感情的过程出了什么错
我没想过我会难过 你终于离开我

我们都寂寞

赶着下班的计程车
一啸而过
下班后不想回家的我
谁要理我
很多年之前我问
朋友来陪我 有谁来爱我
买醉的时候你认识我
最后还一起生活
为怕寂寞我们做了很多
最没空寂寞
偶遇你之后我说
想有人爱我 就有人爱我
可是我 不知道想要甚么
不知道拥有甚么
可能我们都寂寞

迎面一个老尼姑走过
把路灯看破
有你在家里苦等的我
难道比她幸福得多
现在不想下班的我
没爱好难过 有爱算甚么
我恨我 我不知道想要甚么
我不知道拥有甚么
可能我们都寂寞

走过马路的我说
一个人寂寞 两个人寂寞

可能我 我不知道拥有甚么
而我 又缺少甚么
我害怕甚么 怕甚么
我不知道爱算甚么
而我 又算甚么 我们都寂寞




陈奕迅版




阎奕格版

Creep - Radiohead

An alternative rock song to introduce, Creep by Radiohead.


When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
And I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

She's running out the door
She's running out
She's run, run, run, running out

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't belong here

The Voice in Us

I found a "friend" that being with me for years.

"Hi, my "friend", Little Shen." Yup, his name is Little Shen, and he live in no other place but within me. In my body and in my soul. He know me very well and he will step in whenever I need him. He is my problem solver, trouble shooter.

When problem come to me, he will give me all source of advices and try his very best to assist me in escaping them. "You are not ready! You can do it tomorrow. This is not meant for you." These are his favorite quote for me.

After I introduce him to you, do you feel that you know someone like Little Shen in you as well? It maybe a "he" or "her" but it doesn't matter because they serves the same functions for us, which is run away from problem. I have a question and I wonder about it for sometime as well, what's bring this "friend" to us?

The answer is F, E, A, R....FEAR.

Our fear is so great that it can lead us to create this inner voice unconsciously by protecting us from obstacles, escape ourselve from challenges. However, it leads us to stop growing, moving forward and grab the opportunity in life because we have to gain all these qualities by going through challenges and obstacles. Definately, Little Shen is my inner voice and it really impact my life for so many years.

Last Sunday I been to a conference and one of the speaker told us to imagine a senario as below:

"How if one day when we wake up from bed, we not longer afraid of anything, how much can we get extra from what we have today?"

Instantly, he throw out another question to us: "How much do you lost by lived your life in fear in the past 5 years?" "1 million?" All of the audiences raise up their hand. "2 million?" some of the audiences put down their hand, and I drop my hand as well. 7 million, 10 million and the figure gradually increase and the number of hands that raise gradually decrease from the crowd. "100 million" the speaker said. There is only 1 hand is still up. "Now we know who is the biggest loser in this hall!" Yes, he was trying to show us how much our fear can impact our life. Because of our fear, we going to destroy thousand of opportunity and million of money. This is what we lost by listening to the inner voice in us, which create by our own fear.

In order to stop losing opportunity and succeed in the future, we must face our inner voice without fear, do not compromise with all the avoidant approach that he/she use on us. Identify them and bring them to the conscious, look at them and SMACK them out if they block us from opportunity.

Let's stand up together and say NO to our FEAR!!!

Sharing is Caring

It is a great pleasure when people looking forward for us to be the first person to share their happiness. It show how special we as a person to them. I'm glad that there are a number of people who did that to me and I would like to thanks all of them by show me how special I am.

Yesterday I enjoy a great meal in Fong Lye, a Taiwanese style restaurant located in The Gardens. It's all paid by a special one who want to share her happiness with me. It really mean a lots to me.

By the way, the dishes are yummy! I took some of the pictures and would like to post it up:

This is the first dish, Mee Suan. If you like intestine you may like this dish.
It taste good to me.

This is call "Oh Jian" (Oyster Fried Egg) with some special sauce on top. Overall it taste so-so only. Maybe too much of the sauce taste and "xu fan".

A nice appetizer to order and it taste nice especially when it hot. Suggest to share with 4-5 people because it is too much for 2 person.

This is Tomato Fish Fillet + Eggs with side dish and pork mince rice. It's look yummy and even the person next to our table ask us what dish is this and they end up ordered the same set with us.

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Yes! She's the special one who treat me this delicious meal!
Thank you very much! Arigator!

I appreciate the dinner! Besides, the most important is you show me how special I am by getting me as the first one to share the happiness with you!

Treasure Hunter

There will be a Treasure Hunt in Malacca on 3rd and 4th April 2010!

The Team from Let's Go Group!!

Strategy Plan & Role Description:


Wing Hoe - Super Driver

- Look for hint
- Provide Super Fast Speed

- Able to make last minute cornering if requested
- Preferable know how to "Piu Yi"

Quan Yee - Super Navigator

- Look for hint
- Provide Super accurate direction
- Must know the direction to the Siham stall

Hau Shen - Treasure Hunter (Right Wing)

- Look for hint
- Focus on the hint at right side of the car
- Practice how to hold the trophy
- Eat a lot a lot of Siham

Tracy - Treasure Hunter (Center Point)

- Look for hint
- Focus on the hint at the middle/front of the car
- Get internal information about which team is treasure hunt pro in order to follow them all the way

Kay - Treasure Hunter (Left Wing)

- Look for hint
- Focus on the hint at the left side of the car
- Assist SS in spoiling other competitors' plan

Choon Ming - Super Spoiler (Back)

- Look for hint
- Mess up the other competitors' plan
- Pay attention to other competitors car in order to recognize which cars are pro and which cars are noob.
- Create as many obstacles to slow down or destroy others' car (as agressive as playing DoTA)

PERFECT STRATEGY!

Here the Gentlemen!

Here the Ladies!

Ladies and Gentlemen,
Let's GO!

最后一次

有时候歌可以表达一种心情，一种感觉， 也可以让内心产生微妙的转变。

这一首好静却好痛心的歌曲...


最后一次-张惠妹

你的电话可以不接
我的眷恋不能消灭
他的温柔可以承担一切
只因为寂寞
什么理由都对
感情变成一种累赘
谁都不想再去安慰
你已不是我精神的粮食
只因为寂寞
是每个人的星座
我想这是最后一次
可以骄纵任性放肆
人总是在绝望的边缘
才能看清楚自己软弱的样子
还能够被伤害几次
我们剩下多少日子
你在我心里的位置
是舍不得看完的故事
这样的前尘往事
我该如何收拾

Hau Shen in the Wonderland

I wonder, how if Hau Shen in the Wonderland? this thought came to me after I watched "Alice In The Wonderland" with Let's Go Group yesterday night. It's pretty interesting because things happen here is all out of the usual logic that we thought. Animals can talk with each others in human language, cat can turn invisible, and the most interesting part is we can change our body size just like change clothes in this wonderland.

No doubt for me to get "Grow Cake" first if I'm in the wonderland. It can make me grow taller than what I used to have right now. Haha... another 10cm would be the best. however, hopefully the cake is not too tasty or else I finish the whole cake and overly grow. Try to imaging when a 500cm Hau Shen standing in front of you. Oh gosh... that's too odd. Can even compare with Ultraman height already.



If I'm in the wonderland, I believe this so called Red Queen will kena from me "GAO GAO" since she is so yong sui cum acksy. I do not think that her army or the dragon can beat me if I'm with that huge size. Haha... that time I will knock her big butt head whenever I like.



Besides, This would be the pet for me best ever, The Cheshire Cat! A pet who can talk and with the special abilities, invisible. How cool to have a pet like this on the street!

Well, these are all fantasize but it's great to have a tour to wonderland, even through the wide screen.

But even greater was I have my time spent with the Let's Go Group. These are some pictures captured yesterday during the dinner before the movie.

Sei zai bao came late again...Haha...

Wen and I

I think Wing Hoe most probably Kap-ping Lui outside.

And two weeks later, we are going to have a treasure hunt in Melacca! Hopefully Wing Hoe is not Kap Lui during that time. Haha...

不要爱上我

又有一首好听的歌要和大家分享

很有吸引力的缓调吉他配奏，诉说一段不要爱上的爱，当电吉他的配奏响起时，它足以能够拨动我的心弦。

不要爱上我 - 温岚

是不是我们都太冲动
压抑不了寂寞
这样的关系到底算什么
我竟然会感动
相信你会为爱往前冲
而我没有把握
暧昧的关系到底算什么
好怕你爱上我
怕你爱上我 不要爱上我
我眼眶的泪 闪烁在美丽的黑夜
却无能为力啊
怕你爱上我 不要爱上我
我给的不多 请你原谅我的脆弱
让你我 拥有自由
是不是我们都太冲动
压抑不了寂寞
这样的关系到底算什么
我竟然会感动
相信你会为爱往前冲
而我没有把握
暧昧的关系到底算什么
好怕你爱上我
怕你爱上我 不要爱上我
我眼眶的泪 闪烁在美丽的黑夜
却无能为力啊
怕你爱上我 不要爱上我
我给的不多 请你原谅我的脆弱
让你我 拥有自由